The following text is an account of what I felt during DTP class on March 24, 2010.
Just now, I received a mesaage about a quiz in MM and like a fish gasping for breathe outside water, I started studying MM by opening its TAU and the book without even caring a bit for the professor who was teaching at that time and more importantly, without even caring for myself whether I am doing the right thing or not. I am doing all this as I want to get good gradest to satisfy my parents, my girlfriend, this cruel society and above all to satisfy myself. I don't have the courage to confront all the actors listed above and the last one is most difficult to fight with.
I know what will happen tomorrow; I'll be studying for some other quiz in some other subject's class and I'll lose both of them. I've been doing all this from June 2009; no not June 2009, I've been doing this since I first went to school.
I wonder that why there is so much of competition or cut-throat competition(to be precise) ? What am I trying to achieve through this competition? Why can't I spend my life like an average human being? Is it necessary for a person to achieve something great?
But I am not able to find answers to these questions as I am not free from this evil called "Competition" but I will try to find out in the course of life.
DTP- Development Theory and Practices
MM- Marketing Management
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So as stated that i m one of them who pushes you in the competition...i m not left with much to say!! But i knw allthe above said issues are completely right.You were always so particular about this no worth competiton,,I am happy that you got it on this level..Try adding solutions to it as well dear.Good work..love u
ReplyDeletecompetitions are not for acheiving only....their objective is beyond that which keeps in all humans an instinct to survive.I think competions are not evil but makes us more appropriate. After all we all are born to return to this society. Keep up...Best wishes.
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ReplyDeletei agree with rajan.competetions have a purpose beyond that.We need to understand.All that matters is your understanding ,and your aptitude.Dun worry and chill.All the best.
ReplyDeletei agree wid u sir. tommorow is my mid sem and i am wondering whether i sud study to clear my concepts or to get marks since i have been observing since childhood that both r quite different :D and i know the latter cause will win :D although i think i sud start early but every time the same happens :D i study just before d exams. And i loathe this competition vry much. why is it so necesaary to get marks coz if we dont we start doubting ourselves atleast i do :Pand the others too.y cant we just study gain knowledge and aplly it inpracticle life.But what all of us r doing is just we r cramming something or the others to fill sheets in exams :D and that evaluates where we stand.and yes the comp is good if it is taken in good sense but most of the times its not so.now i shal go back to my studies :D there's mid sem tomm. Good day sir :)
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